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No Music – No Life

August 10, 2006 by Gleb Reys 11 Comments

Last Friday I took a day off. I had a great morning at home, playing with our little daughter and reading a book, and in the afternoon I got out to finish some business in the nearby town.

On my way back home in the afternoon, I stopped by a local shopping centre to buy something. While making my way to the shop, I noticed a man playing an old accordion. He seemed to be in his late 50s, and there was something really tired about his look. Yet he was smiling and playing passionately something very light and pleasing. Beside him there was a box for his accordion, opened for people to throw coins into.

The music seemed very familiar. One of the tunes I’ve recognized for sure – it was a rather popular Russian romance – Ochi Chernye (Dark Eyes). I stopped to listen for a short while, but felt guilty for not dropping him a coin (I simply had no change on me) and left pretty soon.

I’ve gotten back to the car, still thinking about the man. What I actually thought was that if I was a better person, I would’ve stayed longer and got some change from the shop, and gave him a coin or two, and maybe bought him a coffee and had a friendly chat.

Do you know this feeling when deep down inside you know you’d love to do something, but you’re so unsure of how it would look to others and how you would be judged, that you start looking for any excuse to bail out? That was the feeling I was experiencing at the time.

I was coming up with one reason after another along these lines: I have no time. I need to go. It would look stupid to buy a complete stranger a coffee. He would not appreciate it anyway, he probably sees hundreds of people just like me – passing him by and never giving him a coin. The bottom line: coming back will make no difference, nothing will change.

I started the engine, and headed for the exit. I kept reassuring myself of various valid and absolutely urgent reasons to leave immediately, but instead something different happened: in the very last moment, I’ve turned and took the last parking space right next to the exit. I shut the engine down.

From that moment on, I knew – the decision was made.

It’s been a good few months of me trying to raise my awareness of everything and anything that happens to me, in order to improve myself. I absolutely hate giving in to minute weaknesses, and always try really hard to force myself and make a conscious decision about some acts and thoughts I particularly dislike. With the time, I’ve developed this external view of myself, as if I’m looking from aside, and this helps me see where I behave absolutely irrational, and I actively try to stop myself from acting like this.

The decision had been made.

It’s incredible, how hard it is to be nice to some stranger. You suddenly have all the reasons in the world to believe it will not make any difference, but trust me it will. It is hard to stop rushing somewhere and smile to someone you don’t even know, but you should try it sometime. Not smile as you’re walking, but actually stop to talk. Stop to ask how life is treating a person, and be genuinely interested.

You know what I did? I came back, and I got my coffee, and stood next to the man listening to his music. I dropped him a coin. I sat at a table of a nearby cafe, and enjoyed another 10 minutes of him playing. And when he made a pause, I walked up to him, and asked if he would like to enjoy a cup of coffee with me. He asked for an espresso, and as soon as I bought it, we sat at the table and started talking.

We talked for about half an hour. He told me about his younger years and his career of a professional musician. Apparently, he had travelled the whole Europe in his early days – he was so good that many famous people invited him for a friendly visit. He knew many great composers and artists personally, and had a house full of photos and music contests trophies back in Romania.

This man had spent his last 9 years in Ireland. He came with his big family, but couldn’t find a proper job due to various reasons. Playing accordion is his only way of bringing money into the family, and so he plays almost every day. I’ve seen him a number of times playing in the city centre, his music was always great and his smile was always a sincere and cheerful one.

We talked like some good old friends. His English wasn’t perfect, but I’ve demonstrated the ability to understand many Romanian words, and so we had a complete understanding talking on various topics.

In just half an hour I’ve learned a lot about his past, his travels and his family. He told me about 3 sons and how he taught them to play various instruments and it’s like a small family orchestra now – they are welcome guests at any party because of this. I told him about our little daughter, and we talked about eternal things like life passing by too quick to notice and children growing up in no time at all.

When the coffee was finished, I stood up and asked for his name. Severin. It sounds like a last name in Russian, but that’s his name. I gave him my name, and we shook hands.

We smiled, and in a moment I was gone.

The last thing I remembered was his box for coins, with the most sincere words I’ve ever seen written on it: NO MUSIC – NO LIFE. THANK YOU.

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  1. lizfb says

    August 11, 2006 at 12:43 am

    street musicians make me happy. if i am passing by and they put a spring in my step, i leave a few coins, sometimes more. there is nothing like having a great day with some theme music to go along with it. thank you street musicians!

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  2. zisurs says

    August 11, 2006 at 1:36 am

    your article makes me think a lot about myself, If you have some idears good to somebody else but just embaressing you, you should no hesatate to do it.

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  3. Jack says

    August 11, 2006 at 4:16 am

    Perhaps someday I will have the same courage and kindness as you had shown to Severin.

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  4. Gleb Reys says

    August 11, 2006 at 4:39 am

    lizfb, I agree – street musicians most often play straight from their hearts, and this kind of music stirs something in almost everyone’s soul.

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  5. Gleb Reys says

    August 11, 2006 at 4:40 am

    zisurs, thank you for your comment!

    Yes, it’s a very good habit to have – think of giving value to others, making a difference for them and not for you. It’s not a natural habit for most people, unfortunately. Many end up just like me – feeling unnatural about doing something good even when the moment is right.

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  6. Gleb Reys says

    August 11, 2006 at 4:43 am

    Jack,
    thank you for your kind words!

    One grows stronger each time he goes through a situation like this.

    I would like to hope that such unexpected decisions of my own really mean that not everything is lost for me just yet.

    Thanks for stopping by!

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  7. Victor says

    August 11, 2006 at 10:30 am

    I’m having a good time reading this article. You ure right. Many times we love to do something but we are more concern of how other people will think about us. Hope I will do something like you done someday.

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  8. Monica Ricci says

    August 11, 2006 at 5:01 pm

    What a lovely story! I find it interesting that you said “It’s incredible, how hard it is to be nice to some stranger.” The reason I find it interesting — and maybe it’s just me and I’m the weird one — but I find it amazingly easy to be nice to total strangers.

    In fact, interacting with strangers during my day makes it so much better for me. Partly because I just enjoy people, and partly because 99.9% of the time, they are happy when someone reaches out for no reason to say hello, or chats in the grocery line, or asks “how’s your day going today?” while pumping gas.

    I go out of my way to do it, because it makes me feel that I’m lighting a light in the world in some small way. It also makes me wonder if that person will be more apt to in turn, be kind to the strangers THEY see because of what I did. I think the simple, effortless act of being kind to people we don’t know spreads good energy and is a fun and totally free way to contribute positively to the world. ~Monica

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  9. Gleb Reys says

    August 11, 2006 at 5:51 pm

    Monica, thank you for such a good comment!

    I know the feeling of bringing something good and lighting a light in some small way, just like you’re saying. But at the same time, I feel that very often I’m restricted by so many various rules (and not only ones set by our society), that it really takes some effort (if not courage) to make the first step towards someone you don’t know.

    We’re lucky to have people like you living among us, and I know perfectly well myself that a smile from a stranger can make your day.

    Hope you’ll visit my blog again! Thank you!

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  10. Andrei says

    August 14, 2006 at 3:33 am

    Wow, a great story!
    People love stories. And this is a very good one about magic that you can find every day around you. Some times I also have talks with strangers I meet.
    And sometimes it is much harder to have a talk like this with somebody you know (or better to say, you thought you know).

    Thank’s a lot for the story and your courage!

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  11. Gleb Reys says

    August 14, 2006 at 3:45 am

    Andrei,
    Glad you like it! :)

    I agree with you. It’s hard to talk to strangers, because we can be worried about all kinds of things, but sometimes it’s much harder to talk to people we once knew or even loved. Knowing person makes you think twice before saying anything, just because it’s so easy to hurt the feelings.

    I also hate it when you want to say something, but somehow can’t, and end up saying a completely different thing. Everyone gets confused after this, and you just don’t understand how come you said what you said instead of what you were thinking of…

    Thanks for the comment!

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